As I reflect on this progress, nothing has been done to get this goal.  I truly desire to get on board with this weight loss and healthier eating habits.  But it has been a constant struggle to find time and energy to do this.  I feel nothing fits and I am no longer happy with how my body feels and looks.  I have always accepted that I have been bigger but now it is a constant reminder that I am slowly turning into my mother.  I want to be in shape, and I truly want to complete my goal of doing a triathlon and possibly running in things like the color run. 

New weight loss goal is to join fitness 19 and work out right after school. Maybe this will motivate me to keep going since I am already awake and once coaching is done, I won't be as busy.  I still hope to swim every once in a while.

I was officially told at the doctor that I am obese.  I never considered myself obese.  Today I am starting a fitness plan.  I plan to get down to a healthy weight and lose 50 pounds.  It is going to be hard work because I have no self control and no motivation.  Lets see how it goes. First we will report the yucky numbers

Starting weight: 191 lbs
size 14 and xL
Thigh size 28 inches
hips45 inches
belly b button 42 inches
waist 36 inches
breast 40 inches
bicep 13 inches
neck is 13 inches